oh, I feel so aware of everything

^_^ <-this is a statement xD~ a fucked up one.
no seriously, I'm very bad at saying stuff in a nice way~
and so, well whatever, I'm bad at guessing people's motivations and stuff... anyway...

Today the new Formula One-season started *_*; Now, I'm always thinking of formula17, but let me put this aside for a while. *gg* My sister and me taking part in the Formula One sports bet (a sports bet that's not involving money), she finished in second place last year *_*; (cause my sista is great xD), I was like 28th? xD~ Anyway, M. Schumacher is on pole position for tomorrow's race and I'm so not his fan, but I bet on him for pole position, so I'm very thankful now xD~ I also decided to never bet on Yuji Ide again =_=; (I guess), I rather lose with my sympathy-bets on Villeneuve (Go Canada ♥) than with sympathy-bets on a random Japanese guy xD~ Oh, I wish Jaques would win again like he used to *_*;
Räikkönen already killed his car (well, actually he didn't, it committed suicide ...). In the first Qualifying >_<; I mean, how unlucky can somebody possibly be? I seriously prefer him to Alonso, but with that amount of fortuna saeva, I don't see a chance =_=;
Anyway, since I'm out for my Politics project tomorrow, i won't be able to watch the actual race ;_;° I don't really wanna work on that project at all~ It's about child labour. And I suck at doing those serious topics. (It's a presentation.) My teacher always tells me I sound like telling a fairytale... so, that's bad... >_>
Anyway, I hope I beat my sista this year *_*; And I'm totally sure nobody here is interested in Formula One XD~ I always talked about Formula One while doing the News in American Politics, and my teacher told me that Americans prefer Nascar, like every single time. However, it's TV-sport #2 in Germany xD~ (after soccer, of course)

I wanted to say something else, but I guess I almost forgot.
It's really really hard to remember, but it was quite good. Oh yeah, now. I really fell kinda stressed right now^^; And I wouldn't describe my overall condition as good or anything like that. Irritated or irritable? Or both. I don't know, I still think everything could turn out all right. Anyway, personally, I wouldn't take myself too serious right now. Nyo, I'm sorry.

Hey, I should go emo. I think I'd be so great at writing really long emo-entries. I would be like so brilliant.
Anyway I need to watch the German version of American Idol (that btw is not called German Idol) now to keep my level of lameness.