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August 25th, 2006
06:45 pm

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Sqall and Rina
Argh....
I was playing too much Final Fantasy and especially way too much Triple Triad last week.
My father did, too.
=>I missed so much stuff on the internet o_ô
It's kind of bad.

Furthermore, I'm gonna be gone for the next one and a half weeks.
I'll be in the south of Germany, in a nice [/sarcasm] little village (about 300 inhabitants), with my parents... I have the bad feeling there'll be no internet.
Argh.

Current Mood: confused

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August 18th, 2006
09:38 pm

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I want sweeeets
I'm officially gonna be a Humboldt University student!!!! YEAH!
I got my acceptance letter yesterday <3

I'm so happy ^o^;;
not like it's a big surprise... there are not that many people that wanna study Maths at all, so it's easy to get in, but I'm still happy ^___^

I'm gonna get my diploma...
well, actually, if I don't painfully perish from failure before xDD~
oh my, I'm so anxious >__<;;; I'm probably gonna give up after the first year or something ;___;°

but until this happens, this is the building I'll study in o__o;;

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Actually, I realized today that I did not yet realize that I'm going to go to University.
*lol*

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: me first and the gimme gimmes - somewhere over the rainbow
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August 6th, 2006
09:10 pm

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O_ô
I started cleaning my room and now it's an even bigger mess.

and I'm drawing.


How are you?

Current Mood: artistic

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July 23rd, 2006
09:34 pm

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quality time... ... did I really just write that?
yeah ^o^;; haven't been here for to long either...

Next weekend it's AnimagiC-time! (-> a really big convention in Germany)
and, big surprise, I didn't finish my cosplay yet. But sewing the hood beats me >_<; It is a raincoat, it needs a good hood! >_<; I'm also still in the stage of hoping that my rubber boots will arrive in time. Because, if they don't, I'll be in a big pinch >_<; I should stop doing everything in the last minute. That sucks somehow.
Also, I still need to re-print my Mongolian Chop Squad-shirt. (The last one died from ironing. yeah.) At least, I've already bought the T-shirt ^_^;;

anime-related stuff or something like this.... )

Did somebody notice that a new anime-season has started? xDDD
Oh. those are the days I remember I'm a fan.


Well, there's a really bad turn in my j-drama-related behavior. I actually started a j-drama of the current season!! That's so bad, never did that before! >_<; nyah, but it's all for Tetsuji Tamayama! who looks really strange with very short hair! Wasn't too impressed with the first episode, though. -> Dare yori mo mama wo aisu A story about a family, where the male-female-standard-roles are switched. ->house-dad; lawyer-mum, who only seldom has time for the family; "beat-them-up"-sister and sensitive brother (Tamayama), the story is told from the point of view of the youngest son...




Oh yeah, I watched "thumb sucker" this week, has anybody else seen it?
It was quite cool for a "teenager overcoming his problems and finding a way for his life (or not)"-movie...

Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: mika nakashima - glamorous sky
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July 10th, 2006
09:50 am

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on eating a marshmallow
Soo, Italy made it. They are world champion o.o; (Doesn't this obviously declare Germany second? xDD They even won more games than the French did. ^_~) Well, it was a real bad idea to go to penalty-shooting in the final game yesterday. I think. Cause it's such a gamble. >_<; [Well, actually I think in the Germany vs. Portugal-game, penalty shooting would have been really funny (though, maybe only if Lehmann had played?)... However, yeah, Germany won! 3:1! *__*;;; very good. very good. (even if I like Portugal a lot]
ehm, yeah anyway... Italy. I think it's okay. At the beginning of the championship I though about betting on them to win (it's only a family-intern betting-game without money and stuff though). And they played a nice championship. Nya, anyway ^^: It was great to see how they celebrated and stuff. They seemed really really happy. Well, it would be strange if they wouldn't be xD.


The Plastic Tree-concert on Friday was amazing. It wasn't quite like I expected, rather better than I expected ^o^ It was beautiiifuuuuul *__*;; And great, amazing, awesome. ^o^
ehm, yeah, I'm so great in writing about good concerts xD ... so many words come into my mind... like none xD

Current Mood: okay (...)
Current Music: gankutsuou ost - we were lovers
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July 5th, 2006
09:31 am

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the melancholy of soccer fans
T____T
This is so sad ;_;°
If you don't know, Germany lost to Italy in the semi-final ;_; That means we won't be in the final (obviously >_<). It was so close. So reachable, we could like already smell it... but, oh, this dream came to some sudden end >_<
And Germany played really nice soccer this championship. Like, a lot better than many expected them to. Guess Italy wanted to win, too, somehow >_<;
I guess, I just really really wanted Germany to win.

Salutes to the German squad. Cause they really rocked ;_;°


/hope they'll win the game on Saturday... third place... >_<;

Current Mood: a little disappointed
Current Music: the pillows - third eye
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June 29th, 2006
09:38 pm

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microwavable
I'm making so many typos nowadays ;_;° it's horrible (i.e. --> hoorible) ...

anyway..
I just noticed I got (typed : gut) tagged xD~
it's my first time ever to get tagged *_*; it feels so special *lol*

Tagged by [info]fai_chan

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with six random facts about yourself. In the end you need to choose six people to be tagged and list their names.

1) I don't like coconuts.

2) When I was in kindergarten I wanted to become a high-wire performer(?).

3) I am wearing pink nail polish.

4) I tell shop assistants when they give me too much change. I regret that sometimes.

5) I secretly like kitschy stuff. (not really secretly, though)

6) Once I made first place at floorcloth-throwing. That being my biggest (& only) sporting success.

Tagging:
If anybody wants to be tagged, please tell me, and I'll gladly tag you xDD (that's so nice, isn't it?)
--> [info]gacktyay

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: wir sind helden - gekommen um zu bleiben

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June 27th, 2006
05:45 pm

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shot through the heart
oh~ this is so bad? you wanna be depressed a little bit? Try watching the j-dorama joou no kyoushitsu T__T;;
It's so sad~ (I'm at ep. 4 now...) it's basically about that mean teacher, who has very strict rules (Probably she has good reasons to be that mean, however I guess, from the point that I find out about that, the series might get really boring xD If the teacher is all nice and friendly in the end... oh my, that will suck >_>) Kanda-chan, a student (6th grade btw) tries standing up against that teacher, but she doesn't succeed and just experience more and more painful things... (up until now) ... ;___;° she's so adorable... Kanda-chan, very strong indeed... ;___;
Nyah, and there's Shindo-chan ♥ she's soooo cuuuteeeee... I want one xD~ though she'd only tell me about my faults all the time... wha >_<;;

Oh my, a j-dorama I started watching though I knew there were no handsome guys in it!

Current Mood: moved
Current Music: dir en grey - ain't afraid to die

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June 23rd, 2006
09:34 pm

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rest in peace (wow, a fitting topic @_@;)
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Today, we buried our class.
That's our gravestone.

The epitaph means something like: "Knowledge is power. Knowing nothing doesn't matter either." (in German it's a play on words; still I don't really like it, it's kinda lame)

It was a very nice funeral. We carried the gravestone all the way from our school-building to the main school building. Walking on the street, blocking the traffic (didn't see such mad drivers for long xD), singing and everything.
But well, maybe even this funeral was a little sad, too? I don't know.




Right now, I'm rooting for the Swiss and South Korea to advance to the round of last 16... I hope they'll both do it *_*;; (since I don't care for the French Soccer Team a lot ^^°)
Germany gloriously succeded to get to that round.... three wins in three games... only another four wins needed to be the champion ^o^ yeah! I hope so very much that they'll win.
(however, I don't wanna think about Japan T______________T)

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: the strokes - automatic stop

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June 13th, 2006
06:09 pm

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may I get some water, please?
Plastic Tree *___*;;
It's all set. xD It was a very very very near thing, though.
Mainly I learned that I suck at oral exams.
I'm happy I'm done with school and all that now. Fini. Aus. The end. Owari.
I really would not have been able to stand this whole stuff much longer.
Now, I'm gonna go study Maths.
Actually, when I say this, people still look at me like I was some insane person... >_<;
My mum told me I should reconsider studying Economy Mathematics instead of just Maths.
But I really want that diploma somehow. (In Germany they just switch degrees from Diploma to Bachelor and Master. And there's no Diploma for Economy Maths anymore.) So, we'll see ^^;
Everything without guarantee until Friday though, when we receive the official papers^^°

It was really impressive, though. That one guy, it was his second try to get his Abitur (general qualification for university entrance, different to just "graduating from High School")... And when the teacher read out the scores... It was like "Name had one exam in politics today. He scored 2 points..." (which is quite bad, you can score from 0-15 pts.) "he scored 100 points in the third block" and that was the moment of the evening. Everybody was applauding and cheering. Standing ovations and stuff. Because you do need exactly 100 points to pass... It's impressive, he was super-happy, too. ^o^~ He got more applause than the girl, who received 15 points (a+, hardly ever happens) in her oral exam. *lol* Nice atmosphere.
Sad thing is, that people failed to get their 100 points, too. It's really bad for them. In the worst case, you spend four years in school, for nothing. Sucks a lot.


Japan lost ;_;° now the chances of reaching the round of the last 16 are really bad ;_;°
it's quite depressing...
I hope the Swiss will at least tie against France today *nod* they are just finishing the first halftime now...

I want the eleventh episode of Haruhi Suzumiya no Yuutsu It's the most amusing series of the season. XD Really great. And so funny, I'm laughing all the time while watching xD

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: ameican music club - myopic books

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June 12th, 2006
12:09 pm

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oh... f***
argh, my final oral exam was set for tomorrow >_<;
NOOO!! that's so bad, I needed tomorrow for studying u_u;; I didn't even start 4th semester, yet. @_@; lol. that's really bad actually. >_< it's so sad I can only laugh at myself... I seriously should have started studying waaa~aaay earlier. well, lazyness rules my life a little too much, it seems.
btw, the outcome of this exam will determine my graduation score. and I still want a nice number for that... and I'll have it in poltics. About developing countries, developing politics and the Weimar Republic. Too much. I didn't expect it was that much to study... >_<;; wha *stress*



okay, the deal: if I reach a nice score in the exam, I'm gonna buy myself a Plastic Tree Ticket. And I really want that. So I need to study now. bye.


P.S.: I wonder if I'll be able to watch the Japan-game today ;_;° I'd really like to. Soccer Wold Championship is coming along really well. Nice games *_*; Though Sweden really disapointed me, and I had almost bet for them to win the championship, but they only tied against Trinidad & Tobago. Such losers. >_>
@ [info]tharayn yeah@dane! ... Tsubasa und die Jungs werden's schon schaukeln ^.~ (die sind doch aufgestellt, oder? xD)

Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: miyavi - girls, be ambitious
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June 9th, 2006
04:06 pm

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it takes two to tango...
well, just so you know, I'm reading your posts... feel watched! xD

Today the soccer world championship is gonna be kicked off. YEAH. Actually walking through Berlin this Wednesday it already was quite crowded o.o. People talking different languages everywhere. And even worse/better: Soccer everywhere.
Just so you know, soccer obviously rocks XD I'm not following the German Soccer League very closely. However, I love the big championships *_*; And even more, when they are here, right in front of my door xD~
So, I'm going out to watch the game tonight ^o^ Germany vs. Costa Rica. I hope we all know, who'll win this XDD (Germany should at least make it to the last eight, if not, everybody's gonna be depressed as hell, I think... and aggressive or something >_<; and I don't feel like that, especially when everything is so near, the emotions get very high) I mean, I don't really care, I like Argentina, because I always did somehow. They have nice jerseys, too. xD And I like Japan. However they have a though group to go through... I hope that Brasilia won't make it, because that would be boring. And I also hope, the Netherlands won't get that far, because I'm German enough to hope that xDD~ The Swiss getting quite far would be nice *_*; Same thing for Sweden.
Oh, I'd like to know, who'll win eventually. *_*;; It's so exciting!!!

You know, statistically speaking: Germany has always won in Germany XDD (I really like that Coke(c)-statistic...)



Other than that. u___u screw it. screw'd it.

Current Mood: "no-mood"-mood
Current Music: kansas - dust in the wind
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May 28th, 2006
12:03 pm

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wanna get wanna give
So, I seriously do have much better problems or something like this, but I'm still going to write about the Dir en Grey-Concert.
might be a nice idea to cut that )

Current Mood: not happy
Current Music: the smith - how soon is now
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May 22nd, 2006
08:40 pm

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never mind u_u nice words
Silas is hot.

I knew it.

Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: KOY - no one
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April 16th, 2006
05:32 pm

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/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\ <- it's weed!
Happy Easteeeeer!!! *_*;;

I hope you all have some splendid Easter-Holidays! ^^

The weather here isn't like spring at all, which isn't that great for Easter, but it has to work out somehow... we still sat outside the tea-house today to have tea-time... the umbrella in the one hand, the tea-cup in the other one, it took quite some balance to handle that XD

btw, talking about tea: look at what I found in a grocery store last week...

yes, it is Cannabis-IceTea )

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April 8th, 2006
10:15 am

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what the! fuck up, imagination!
argh, nothing turns out as imagined before XDD~
it's always the same... I think to myself "Don't imagine really good stuff happening, because, if you do, it won't happen anymore" xDD

anyway, Inside Man was pretty cool, a possible reason for that could have been, that I had really low expectations xD~ However, I think it was good ^.^;
V for Vendetta ... well... I don't know @_@;; it's not like it was a bad movie or anything... but I wouldn't think it was so good either @__@ actually I think it is a very hard to judge movie... it was quite fun at moments though... ^^; they destroyed the beautiful building! wäh T_T; ... XDDDD~
it was mostly shot in Berlin (where I live), btw... ^^°

oh yeah, let me show off my Sushi-Cookies
sushi?! )

yeah, I'm so back to my old line... whatever that might mean ^.~

oh yeah, the essence of the hyomyu-backstage is: Saito is hot XDD~

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: The Bates - Hello

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April 4th, 2006
07:08 am

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a girl who's always looking for a new love
whee~ it's the morning^.^; I didn't sleep well, however, I haven't slept well in the last weeks anyway... I'm waking up like at least 3 times a night.... ;_;° don't know what that's about...

Today I'm gonna watch Inside Man. I hope it will be good >_<; *not quite sure about that* Usually, I dooon't like too many movies with Jodie Foster in it. However I have to admit, that I was interested in this movie ever since I heard a review on the radio... ^^; And, I'll also watch it in OV! yeah ^o^
On Friday, I'm gonna watch V for Vendetta ... [info]alle_goriest said it was awesome, I hope she's right... I'm trusting your opinion right now xD~
Anyway, after that I won't go to the movies for at least 2 weeks, I'm going to often nowadays, and it's not like I'm so rich... ...

However last week we did watch Brokeback Mountain ^o^ I know, it took us years to do so, buut it was good still *_*; I knew the story before, and stuff... However [info]tharayn did not... poor Bambi ;___;° lost your father... I didn't want them to do that ever T____T
I enjoyed the movie a lot, but I thought it was too long, really. They seriously could have done it in 120 minutes. It's not like it wasn't based on a short story... _ Anyway, I always thought Heath couldn't keep up with his part, but he did xD~ It was soo cool. Anyway Jack's Jack was so much better, it was like perfect*_*;
Wanna go fishing? (it's the new line now... we don't say "hi" anymore, we say "wanna go fishing?" xD)
It was quite sad, I can't cry (well, I can every second year or so... seriously, I believe I do not have enough tear-fluid in my eyes, so it's really hard for me to cry - technically - ), but if I could, I probably would have ^^;... Even if I already knew the end ;_;
...


why am I even going on Tuesdays all the time? (because on tuesdays, it's cheaper, btw) I'll have to record ER again ;___;° It's so much more fun to watch it with my parents...
hehe, I'm still happy *_*; going to the movies is good! you can watch trailers and everything! *_*;

I'm not happy about the German exam I wrote yesterday... I choose the essay above the text-analysis, that always worked out for me the last 1000 times, but who knooows, if that'll continue, because we do have that new German teacher, and I (like many) have that certain feeling about the exam having a really really bad result.
I got a B+ on my Latin exam *_*; it gorgeous! that's what I had imagined scoring in Latin from time to time when I choose to take it as an advanced/specialized/whatever class ^^; nya, well... it's too late now anyway...
I calculated... and it seems my math-final will seriously kill my graduation-score... u___u now I'm thinking about an extra oral exam again, that I had already abandoned two weeks ago... if I only knew what I scored exactly (and what I scored in Latin...)
~_~ it's so tiresome!

Current Location: Berlin, Germany
Current Mood: good
Current Music: they might be giants - boss of me
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April 2nd, 2006
05:17 pm

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T_____________T
ICQ won't connect.
Let me die!

>___<;


good 1st post after a smaller time of not-posting

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March 25th, 2006
09:56 am

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=___=
shamelessly stolen from [info]yuroki

LJ Interests meme results



  1. animexx:
    Oh my. Now, almost every German Manga/Anime/VisualKei-Fan is in there. On conventions, you don't ask for an e-mail, you ask for a user-name on animexx. It's much more convenient, because the server is down so much. You have more time to remember who exactly that person was.
  2. cosplay:
    wow, boring. Cosplay is so cool. An easy way to get attention. And a very expensive one.
  3. higuri yuu:
    Her manga are awesome T_T; (the ones that have more than two volumes) I love Seimaden. I love Gorgeous Charat ;_;° She makes me drool... xD~
  4. jrock:
    oh, I have that as an interest? boring me.
  5. kings of convenience:
    Nyu, without them, my life would be so much worse. they express my feelings.
  6. mother's little helpers:
    http://www.motherslittlehelpers.de/
    They rock. The true live band.
  7. raphael:
    They are so beautiful. The best musicians always are the deadest ones... =_=;
  8. subway sandwiches:
    yummy. I could eat one every day. If I had the money. If there was a subway near to me... go Chicken teriyaki! (on Parmesan-oregano, with everything but black olives xD)
  9. the pillows:
    ^o^~ the better ones.
  10. yamada d:
    their Kaido.


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They didn't choose the good ones.
More than that, I don't have much time to be here nowadays. I'm still reading your entries.
I wonder about taking an internet-brake. Not that I'd be able to.

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March 20th, 2006
07:46 pm

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I'm so depressed, everybody uploads pictures of his "kaori-yuki-signature"-ticket ;___;°
*cry*
(and nobody uploads pictures of our cosplay. I want the attentiooooooon! xD~ *attention-whore*)

I went to the Comic-Shop today and met somebody from our group there (http://mitglied.lycos.de/lonecorazon/ go there, and kneel down in awe of her art! so it's wasn't really updated "lately" // http://lonecorazon.deviantart.com/ that one wasn't either...). She didn't recognize me, though... seems I should not have washed the blue out of my hair xD~
Anyway, I bought Yellow 3 *_*; It's so awesome. Taki!! Go ;_;° I don't wanna wait for the forth volume. Three month, that's like forever. i also wanted to buy the first two Challengers-Volumes (The German title is still Küss mich, Student ("Kiss me, student") and that still sucks and I still hate Tokyopop-Germany for doing that!) However, there were only two pieces of the Nana-Artbook left, so I just had to get that first.
It's so awesome*_*; I love Ai Yazawa's art!
They gonna have a German version of it (btw: the illustration collection, not 7.8!) and it has like almost no Japanes text in there at all. Very clever indeed. I wanna have 7.8!!!! ;_;° The German version will also be like 5 cents (wow!) more expensive *lol* So that's the first argument for buying the Japanese version. The second is, that I don't believe the quality of the German will be as well. And the final argument is, I don't wanna wait any longer!!! xD~
Nya, so Challengers will have to wait- hrm. Maybe I should buy Earthian first anyway, it's better I would have to buy the American version, since nobody announced it for Germany yet. By the way, did you know, that Mangas in Germany are less expensive than in the U.S.? Now you do. They are like way cheaper. And the quality is about the same (depending on publisher and series). But the quality of Earthian is quite outstanding!
Hrmmm *needs money* ...
xD

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: dynamo 5 - the letter

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March 19th, 2006
01:59 pm

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wanna share a smoke?
Yesterday was so the greatest saturday in a looong looong time! xDDD~
We got up at four, which was way too late for getting ready in time... especially since my hair-color-stuff sucked so much. I don't think I will ever buy it again... (I don't see it in stores anymore either)
And [info]tharayn's brother drove us to the train station *_*;
We got the tickets and met everybody^.^;
Train-ride was quite funny though I spend like 30 minutes in the train's rest room to do my hair >_<;;
The book fair itself was so cool, we needed twice the time for every distance we walked, because the people wanted to take pictures of us all the time ^o^~ And we met people. Like I met most of my friend on the train-ride, but anyway XD
We also met [info]_wakato_ *_*;;; yeaaaaaaaaaah~~~ yuushiiiiiiii~iiiiiiii *_*;;
I didn't got a Kaori Yuki-Signature. Quite sad, but we had so much trouble with entering the Fair, because they wouldn't take my old Cosplay as Cosplay anymore. Ignorants! (Cosplayer get in for free. Aaaand PoT is not a cosplay anyore... >_>;;)
and yeah, I think it was quite hopeless anyway ^^°
Nya, so the batteries of my Camera only lasted up until 17.20, so we couldn't take all the pictures we wanted ;___;° And I also couldn't take the group-picture with my Cam ;___;° I hate it!

Anyway, we did cosplay Ran and Yoru from the second episode of Sukisyo. Cosplaying cosplaying characters is so great ¦D~~~
And no, the cosplays aren't done.
I'm still waiting for the day, that I'll wear a complete cosplay. o.o;
I also did not wear my strand-of-hair-antenna in the right direction, it should have pointed to the back and not to the front. I realized that today ;_;°

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some more pictures )

And yeah, I'm a Fan of the series Kawaii Sugoi now. It's the greatest series ever. Hanami is the main character and she's so cute. Cosplaying her gives you free entrance to the Book Fair. Even if the series was only invented on the way from the station to the exhibition hall.

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March 17th, 2006
10:29 pm

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whaaaaa~ my Bambi is so cool!!!!!!
well,this is the first journal entry that I'm not writing from my home-PC xD
Many greetings from [info]tharayn's place xDDD~
she's just sowing a ribbon onto her cos!!!! yeaaaaaah!!!!

well, my cos is at 98.1% and hers at 96.9% well, this will have to do,I guess@___@

Anyway, since I was really busy with everything the last days (my presentation about child labor @__@), I couldn't comment and stuff, buuuut I'm so gonna be all-back after tomorrow x3
omg,my english sucks today, whatever I mean....

I hope you'll have a great weekend, cause I will!!! ^^;;;
LEIPZIG!

yeaaaaaaaaaaah~


P.S.: PoT sucks!

Current Mood: totally high-wonderfully weird
Current Music: Aloha-chan purring!

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March 14th, 2006
07:25 pm

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hey, you wanna have a piercing? I know how to! =_=
okay...

me: "OUUUUUUUUUUUUCH!!! WHAAAAAAA!!! HEEEEELP!!!!"
my dad: *comes into the room after some [...] time passed* "What happened? Did you stitch yourself down?"
me: "yeeees~" ;___;°

*drop*


Anyway, I prepared a little sketch to show you, how it looked, cause I couldn't describe it. No, I'm not an artist...
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Reality looked better, somehow the needle was bigger, or the finger smaller? hrm~
now, I wanna know how that happened, cause I didn't really see it ... stupid typewriter (the name of the sewing-machine *cough*)~ Anyway, now I tried to pull the needle out of my finger, which didn't work that well... which sucked. But finally I made it! yeah *_*; and then the white thread had become reeeeed~
It didn't hurt while the needle was in the finger, but now it slowly starts to, and it sucks, because I'm usually using that finger to type =___=;;
What sucks most about that is, that I'll have to insert a new needle into the sewing-machine. The last time I did that, it wouldn't work for half a day afterward.
And somehow, I don't feel like sewing anymore today...
wow, I'm so whiny~ xD~
seriously, I just wanna know HOW that happened, cause I have no idea Oô
usually Ms. typewriter starts complaining if I try to sew like 6 layers of fabric together, and now it just takes my fingeeeer? Okay, the needle broke, too. But anyway Oô



I'm going to the hairdresser tomorrow.
I'll have nightmares about it tonight.

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: greensession - wir legen ab in Berlin

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March 12th, 2006
10:21 pm

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Trains suck ;____;° (*cough* the DB-Trains, the S-Bahn-Trains, everything~)
Why do the odds hate us?

Sewing cosplay would be so much faster if I didn't have to look for everything when I need it. I'm constantly looking for the ruler, the scissors, some piece of the cosplay (<-very bad), or a safety pin. Furthermore the pins are always falling off, and I don't remember which way to sew (<-very bad). My dad found the tape measure today I was looking for in the last 2 years...
U_U;

All cosplays at about 90% now. Last 10% are the hardest according to my experiences with downloading stuff. xD~

I write a Latin exam tomorrow [The last one in my life ^o^ I hope]. On a scale of 0 to 10 with 10 being the highest, guess how much I studied for that up until now.

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March 11th, 2006
08:50 pm

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oh, I feel so aware of everything
^_^ <-this is a statement xD~ a fucked up one.
no seriously, I'm very bad at saying stuff in a nice way~
and so, well whatever, I'm bad at guessing people's motivations and stuff... anyway...

Today the new Formula One-season started *_*; Now, I'm always thinking of formula17, but let me put this aside for a while. *gg* My sister and me taking part in the Formula One sports bet (a sports bet that's not involving money), she finished in second place last year *_*; (cause my sista is great xD), I was like 28th? xD~ Anyway, M. Schumacher is on pole position for tomorrow's race and I'm so not his fan, but I bet on him for pole position, so I'm very thankful now xD~ I also decided to never bet on Yuji Ide again =_=; (I guess), I rather lose with my sympathy-bets on Villeneuve (Go Canada ♥) than with sympathy-bets on a random Japanese guy xD~ Oh, I wish Jaques would win again like he used to *_*;
Räikkönen already killed his car (well, actually he didn't, it committed suicide ...). In the first Qualifying >_<; I mean, how unlucky can somebody possibly be? I seriously prefer him to Alonso, but with that amount of fortuna saeva, I don't see a chance =_=;
Anyway, since I'm out for my Politics project tomorrow, i won't be able to watch the actual race ;_;° I don't really wanna work on that project at all~ It's about child labour. And I suck at doing those serious topics. (It's a presentation.) My teacher always tells me I sound like telling a fairytale... so, that's bad... >_>
Anyway, I hope I beat my sista this year *_*; And I'm totally sure nobody here is interested in Formula One XD~ I always talked about Formula One while doing the News in American Politics, and my teacher told me that Americans prefer Nascar, like every single time. However, it's TV-sport #2 in Germany xD~ (after soccer, of course)

I wanted to say something else, but I guess I almost forgot.
It's really really hard to remember, but it was quite good. Oh yeah, now. I really fell kinda stressed right now^^; And I wouldn't describe my overall condition as good or anything like that. Irritated or irritable? Or both. I don't know, I still think everything could turn out all right. Anyway, personally, I wouldn't take myself too serious right now. Nyo, I'm sorry.

Hey, I should go emo. I think I'd be so great at writing really long emo-entries. I would be like so brilliant.
Anyway I need to watch the German version of American Idol (that btw is not called German Idol) now to keep my level of lameness.

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March 10th, 2006
07:40 pm

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yuki
Seriously, it was snowing all day long today o.o; It's 10th March and it's snowing, snowing, snowing. I can't remember having seen so much snow on Christmas =_=; (When I had wanted it sooo muuuch!) I mean, it's not like in good ol' Wisconsin, but this is really really a lot of snow for Berlin @___@; I mean it is very very beautiful and stuff, but it's March, I wanna say stuff like "Oh, the first green of the year, the first flowers blooming, how wonderful!" ... I need to do a spring-dance, I think. Somebody knows, how to?
And next week it's Leipzig Book Fair, I don't want our cosplay to be wet by eventual snow or rain or whatever... We need some sunshiiiiineeeee!!! >_<;

Our cosplay is comming along quite fine, good I took off school for three days, I would have never been able to finish it normally. Or so I guess... Lucky me ^o^;
We gonna go watch Brokeback Mountain next Tuesday... yeah XD~ Expect me to write about that. I even read the book, before I realized there would be a movie (very shortly before...) Yeah, I know I'm so cool. =_=;;

My friends are at a Placebo-concert right now. I envy them a lot. T_T; I listened to Pure Morning like 10 times today xD~ It's so the coolest song ever. (No, not really.) "A friend in need's a friend indeed, a friend with weed is better, a friend with breast and all the rest, a friend who's dressed in leather" so true xD~ except I'd skip the breasts-part ^.~

Nyah, back to my cosplay @_@; I still need an appointment at a hairdresser for next week. o.o; Wednesday would be good. Oh my, I should take care of that very soon. Oô Or I'll have some serious problem @_@;

wha, Cosplaying is so great XDDDD~

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March 5th, 2006
11:46 am

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Hello, Mr.Cash
So, yesterday I finally got to watch Walk the Line *_*;
I always wanted to watch it together with my dad (who has such a great taste in music (for a dad)), but there was just no time with my sister moving out and everything... So, yesterday we finally went! ^o^ And if you want some popcorn, come over, we do have leftovers, because we got a really big box of popcorn for free... and I don't even like popcorn ;___;° Beware! It's sweet @__@; (the attitude of people towards popcorn are so different in the U.S. and Germany *nod* for example my Ma doesn't allow me to put a popcorn-band on the Christmas tree... Though I think that's so cool ^o^)
Back to the movie. I'm a person, that listens to music. That's why I wanted to watch it. And it was so very beautiful *_*; Nice to watch it^.^; And I think the actors played their parts really well^.^ And their singing was great, too. (In big contrast to Richard Gere's singing, I'm still getting a head-ache thinking over Chicago - ouch) Musicians back then lived quite different from musicians today, quite impressive ^.^; Nyo, I was quite impressed, it's okay to spend money on good movies like that.
I loved the costumes, I hope they'll get the Oscar for costume design *_*;
I regularly watch the oscar-ceremony since some years, even if it is at 2 in the night here @_@; The only problem is, that sometimes there are movie's nominated, that didn't even start in Germany yet. >_<; Or just started one or two weeks ago, so it's hard to have an opinion sometimes. Anyway, it's fun to watch, and who needs sleep anyway? Furthermore [info]tharayn promised to bring me some Mangas today, so that will do for bridging the time till 2 *_*;;;

And yeah, I already watched some parts of the XXXHolic-movie *_*; Thanks, shinsen *_*; *is such a shinsen-whore* The throats seem to be even longer than in the manga >_<; I think the style really only works, if the people are moving and stuff, cause if there's a close-up of the character I only stare at the throat. But when they're moving, I always laugh, it's splendid! *lol* I so badly wanna have the manga ;___;°

Furthermore I discovered, that there will be a Gakuen Heaven-Anime today o.o; I wonder how that'll turn out.

Well, and now I'll have to clean my room @___@;

but before I do that: colorbars! *_* )
angel sanctuary = ♥

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March 1st, 2006
09:03 pm

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so
Nya, I bought Swiss Miss Chocolate with Marshmallows today *__*; They had them in the store next to school *_*; I'm so happy *_*; ('cause, of course, you can't usually buy that in just any store here ¬_¬)
Love for Hot Chocolate with Marshmallows *___*;;;
Especially since it was snowing really much today again, we were driving in my dad's car and there was snow everywhere @__@; Range of sight wasn't that good either @_@; Well, yeah, it really doesn't feel like March... I waaaant Spring~ really bad.

I'm very sorry for not believing in the skills of good Fortuna~ our English-presentation rocked. Cause every discussion about the end of the world and/or humanity rocks xD~ Our English teacher was very pleased, good we didn't use her suggestions *lol*
we're so lucky, I love having chosen this story~ hehe xD~

Moreover, I slowly come to think my Latin teacher is really really overdoing it.
She was like "If you have time, start translating it a little" again. However, if we don't do as she says, she'll have this complain look and mood again. She could just tell us to do it then as well. She's expecting really much lately. I wonder what's wrong with her. I hope she's all right...

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February 27th, 2006
10:16 pm

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little by little
I am sooooo busy right now o_o;
Can you guess from that, that I'm working on a cosplay? XD~
We, my Bambi and me, always choose such difficult stuff (well, not like really always, but quite almost always). I think those 200 meters of red thread won't really do it XD~
I love cosplaying, but I took on sewing autodidactic, so it's like reaa~ally hard. The only book I ever read about sewing was this children's sewing book, and I didn't even finish it xD~ well, also, I'm getting confused very easily. And even after having an idea, I'll forget it 20 minutes later and will have to figure stuff out again. Quite poor of me xD~
However, it's still fun. And I still have like 19 days to get it done! ^o^
(Actually by now I type Nähopet instead of Neopet (translates as “Sewopet”).)


mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc mucc

Now, guess, whose concert I want to go to? They are in Berlin in the same month as Dir en Grey. MAY *_*: Pretty hard on my wallet ~_~ But I so adore them for their music. (Maybe even more than the current Dir en Grey.)
Today, I was going to ask for a ticket, but the company printing them won't send them to the stores before tomorrow. My dealer told me not to worry. It won't be sold out very fast, he said~ hrm... They are also having three concerts in Germany. It should not be the problem... well...
Newest AnimaniA (germ. magazine) isn't out yet either, supposedly has been shipped out today. So, I don't have that yet either. Need it. Just to order my AnimagiC(German Convention)-ticket. I buy that mag once a year just to I can order the ticket, cause actually it sucks (it didn't do when I was younger though ^.~). I like the Animage-magazine. I'd like to get that monthly... However, it's too expensive.
Ha, right now, I remember I should have gone to the other store, they always have anything way before my dealer has them... =_=;;

and yeah
I have to go write a summary of History Lesson really fast now, because somehow my group members didn't manage to send it to me. Great work =___=;; Well, I hope everything'll work out tomorrow. I guess it's gonna be really really bad =_=;
Well, who cares? @___@; I'll score As on the tests, I'll get As for my verbal performance in class, so that won't kill me.

It's really weird to hear a six-year-old say: "When I was small."
I feel even older now.

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February 24th, 2006
06:09 pm

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okay, now 431332
Anyway, today went so-so. I thought I might go before the time (4 hours ended), however I got so absorbed in those maths-tasks, it was quite sick.
I so got the first (of three) tasks all right. Might not be the most elegant way, but well... at least a solution for once (last year I didn't solve any of the six tasks given). However, it was really easy, and like everybody could have made that. I tried to do a more elegant version, but I miserably failed. Luckily, there are no points given for elegance xD~
So the second task I never even started. It was something involving square numbers, whose single digits should add up to 2006 or 431332. Not that funny.
I was very near to solving the last task, however I overlooked something huge, what eventually resulted in some unsolvable problem. I discovered that like ten minutes before the end. So, that wasn't enough time to do everything again. At least I have made an approach, that might be worth a point or two. I'm positive on beating last years result (which was 5 out of 40), and that's all I really wanted, 'cause last year was sooo sooooo baaaad.
Well, I'm still a loser, who cares? xD~ I guess I remember how Maths can be fun now.
(But it's fun every year, you look around and think: "What a bunch of geeks, freaks and people who don't know , that they gonna be geeks or freaks in one or two years, yet. Yeah, that's the future of Maths.")

When I was on my way back, I saw a bunch of children, dressed up for carnival, they were quite cute: knights, swordsman, princesses, clowns, indians, pharaohs... wait a moment, pharaohs?
Two little pharaohs. Yugi-Oh will get your children. Nobody can do anything to prevent it.
I'm worried.

*lol*

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February 23rd, 2006
07:59 pm

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probability: zero percent
Nyo, I bough a big peace of black paper today for the poster my group's gonna do for History Lesson by Arthur C.Clark. I love this kind of paper, it's so wonderful... Its colors are so vivid, even if it's black in tjis case@__@;;
Anyway, I already know that this presentation's gonna be really bad, cause we just don't have the spirit to do it. Well, with 75% of the group hating the story that's no wonder xD~ At least No-san finds it's interesting, that a dinosaur-species was named after Clarke, I find that very amusing to XDD~ I want one named after me, too *_*; the kibousaurus ^.~

I'm looking forward to the weekend *_*; *missing my Bambi* ;___;° My timing seems to be like worst >___<;
I hope everything'll turn out all right.
I dream about that dress (we're making for Cosplay) by now. Seriously. In my dream everything worked out quite fine with the dress. We did some really mysterious and very very weird stuff to it, but it seemed to be working rather okay... Though I wouldn't try that weird stuff at home. I can't remember it probably, but I just wouldn't.

Tomorrow's my math day. The second one this year. I hope it doesn't go too well, because then I would be depressed. The other one was just so much more important. So being successful now would be really really giving me troubles. xD~
My physics teacher didn't complain about me missing tomorrow's test. O_O; I was so surprised, last year he had me come in before first period (Actually, zeroth period exists in Germany. At our school it starts at 7.10, though we really seldom have it in our timetables.) to take it >_<;; Well, I'm still afraid of having to take his revenge later in some oral test o.o; I hate those, cause I suck at them.



- My art teacher makes really bad jokes.
- ShishiTori is better that ToriShishi.
- Now, what was the hiragana for "ru/lu"?

Three things I philosophized about in today's art lesson.

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February 22nd, 2006
06:55 pm

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Well, yeah, while complaining about my English teacher today, I'd like to emphasize on this very day, that even if she suddenly changed to a teacher like I imagine one, she wouldn't stand a chance. The people in this class just don't want to. "Hey how can she close the class a single minute late?" Because she asked a question and wanted somebody to answer? >_<; Maybe, I don't know. Teachers asking questions sounds quite presumptuous to me.
School just sucks. Not totally like in "school sucks", but like in "I don't like to be there in the moment".
However, tomorrow, my favourite German author comes to our school, and I can't go, because I have Maths. yeah me.
Some of my friends don't have school at all on some days, because all of their teachers are sick. @_@; Some like it, some hate it. I'd like it, if I could see this author in exchange *_*;
I still can't believe that he comes to my schoooooool!!! Not really. Anyway he's supposed to read from his "new" book. I wondered "what new book?" They answered. D'oh, that book was written more than three years ago. lmao. Hoped he has fun with the 9th graders, doubt they'll like the book. I thought it was rather far below his actual level.
Hehe, I should reread some of his stuff ^_^~

My sister'll move the day after today ;_;° No more sista for me ;_;° no fights no fun.


*snatched off somewhere while stalking*

1. Take five books off your bookshelf.
2. Book #1 -- first sentence
3. Book #2 -- last sentence on page fifty
4. Book #3 -- second sentence on page one hundred
5. Book #4 -- next to the last sentence on page one hundred fifty
6. Book #5 -- final sentence of the book
7. Make the five sentences into a paragraph.

"Once our father bought a convertible. Then it was gone. They never get caught. Nevertheless, I'm lonely for your company. You're a noo-good dumbo nothing," whispered the creature.

not bad, is it? xD~ #1-#2-#5-#3-#4, just for your information xD~ If anybody could guess any of the books from just this, I'd be really shocked xDD~ though #5 really is a short story and comes from a short story collection *nodnod* ^^;

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February 19th, 2006
10:31 pm

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well, then I might seem to be spamming... do you care?
quote from You Higuri's official page:
"Regarding "Cantarella"
Until "CROWN" is completed, "Cantarella" will be taking a little break.
It'd simply be too impossible to feature both stories in the same magazine simultaneously.
I hope you can all wait patiently until it starts up again. Thank you. "


I'm gonna die or something... >_<;
what's wrong with this world?
Crown better be a very very very short series >_> very short... though it clearly seems to have more than one volume >_>

argh...
I wanted to do something for school today...
But then I played the Dog Style online game very very long... though I don't really get the system somehow@_@;
I love Dog Style, it's the stylishest yaoi manga ever xDD~
what I really wanna have is:
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P.S.: Tetsuji Tamayama is incredible hot xD~
I meant to say: "Brother Beat seriously owns!"
anyway, he is, too.

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03:06 pm

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gimme gimme gimme
oh~ I feel so nostalgic...
(after looking at pictures of last year xDD)

Leipzig Book Fair is in less than a month... cosplay isn't quite started yet... but this weekend I'm in a quite optimistic mood! cool, isn't it?
so, my favourite picture of last year's book fair xDDD~ (not really, but it's so cute)

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It's my friend's teddy, and it's so cute, I always try stealing it from her >:] ... but it's very hard to do, because it's so very biiiiig~ so I try to talk her promising it to me in the case she dies... well, then she answers she wants to be buried with it... That's so not fair... >_<; On the other hand, this way I don't have any reason to kill her ¦ D~ feels safe... not that I ever would... well, looking in the eyes of the teddy... *lol*
(the sad thing is... this cosplay looks so much better on the Teddy than on me *lol*... maybe xD)

I skipped through Meine Liebe Wieder 3 today... and it's so hot o.o; I instantly (probably driven by the same destiny I don't believe in) skipped to the scene with Lui's and Noji's swordfight >__<; How can anything be so hot?? >_<, Oh, my Naoji, how could I just forget about this pairing. It's so beautiful. It's intriguing. It is so absorbing, I can almost not believe it >__<;
"Even so, you will be at my side. Without fail." (Lui in Ep.2) *meeeeeeelt*
Oh, I hate the preview... Orphe dancing with a girl, very bad start =_=; They could just leave the girls out in this series. (I think that's the best thing about Cluster Edge as far as I know it...)
And they should concentrate ion the relationship between Naoji and Ludwig so much more *_*; They should make a manga just for the two of them... like for example... in the Chara-magazine xDD~ or might it better fit the Beboy mag?? whatever...
I'd vote for it...

I need to repeat something from the last post, cause it's just so important.
The question is [category: stuff you don't find in a dictionary]: What's the sound a sheep makes in English?
the German would be määä~äääh

not a sheep:
(\_/)
(^.^)
(> < )

_____

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February 18th, 2006
03:14 pm

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many greetings to the lazy one
It's weekend! quite beautiful *_*;;
this morning when I got up, teh sun was shining warmly... I so missed that! ^-^
Now it's back to grey _
My sister bought herself a red toaster and a green flat iron today... you hardly notice she's gonna move next week ... ~_~ so far away T_T then I'll have to put up with all the stress here by myself... (But maybe it's gonna be less, since my sister is involved in some of it, sometimes...)Anyway, she also bought a really cool bike *_*; (her old one was stolen) it looks so nice, white with blue ornaments... I mean, technically, it's not that great, but it certainly had got some style...
T_T; I'll miss her~

Yesterday I went to have a drink with [info]tharayn and sera-san. I had a SKY HIGH *_*; it was so delicious, but it kinda looked like Inui-juice at first sight... green and lathery... o.o; well, quite dangerous xDD~
(so afterwards, I only had a passion fruit-juice... sounds safe... xD)
Yeah, it was fun and entertaining.

So, before doing that, we went to the Comic Shop, buying the latest manga! ^o^ yeaaaah~!
Nyo, I bought Nana Nana, Cantarella 9 and God Child 8/Cain 13, whatever you like to call it...
Nyo, and I saw the first Dir en Grey-poster outside the NeoTokyo *___*; It was such a special moment xDDD~
My ticket arrived sometime last week, so everything's fine ^-^~ (though it seems there are still tickets available O.Ô)

Anyway, riding back in the streetcar (yeah, I don't even have to call it tram in English xD), I really wanted to read Cantarella first, but well I pulled out God Child... I tried again and got Nana... well, I didn't want to force it anymore than xD~

not that I had other stuff to do )

I listened to some random playlist this week, and I heard a song... and I really really liked listening to it... The second time it came up I checked out, what it was... Panic Channel ;____;° they were so cool in their original formation >__<; Tara ;_;° I love Meguru's voice ;__;° I wish I had a CD of them or anything...

A last question; category: stuff you don't find in a dictionary: What's the sound a sheep makes in English?

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February 16th, 2006
06:36 pm

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I'm so tired...
I wanna go to bed like right now...
but I also wanna watch the men's figure-skating finals ;_; and I still need to translate 2 chapters of Latin text, and arrange everything about the History of ancient Biography I hunted down in two hours of library work yesterday (and yeah, since the german version of Albert of Whateverthatnamewas' book was lost, I had to read the English version... I seriously have a problem with reading scientific texts in English and writing the information down in German simultaneous or at all >__<;), then I have to fast-read through all the sources I just found on child labor, child-soldiers in Kongo and children living on the street in southern america. Highlighting everything important. And yeah, I should be studying for Physics, 'cause we gonna write a test soon, might be tomorrow, might not be tomorrow. I'm gonna hope to be lucky. Well, I'm having fun.


and yeah I'm watching Hana Yori Dango right now (the drama)... I'm so annoyed that she'll get together with the person played by Matsumoto and not Rui ;_; (a) Rui is a lot cooler... and nicer... and everything (b) I prefer Shun Oguri to Jun Matsumoto (c) Jun matsumoto doesn't even look good in this Oô I always wonder why while seeing him in the drama.

And I seriously wonder how the Hana Yori Dango-Manga can have 36 volumes Oô That's like... quite sick Oô

However, the main character-girl is quite cool^^; yeah xD~ and genrally, the series is a lot of fun ^o^ wish I had time to watch more...


so, now on to figure-skating (go Pluschenko go! I already liked him before he started winning! yeah xD~ Back than his hair-style was cuter, though. And he wasn't married.) and simultaneous translating Latin.
=_=;

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February 14th, 2006
09:30 pm

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some people don't mind calling it love, some don't bother
well, I wish everybody a lvely Valentine's...
I got three roses today at the grocery-store, people are quite nice ^-^;

[rant about school]
Furthermore, English sucks... This semester's topic is "short stories" (whatever)... So we have to work in groups reading different short stories and presenting them to the class... I mean, I know I'm lazy, but at least I read the short story today, and even got the biography of the author... 50% of the group didn't bother to read. I mean, I quite often don't do my homework, but at least for a group-task >-<; so anyway, it's History Lesson by Arthur C. Clark *_*; I'm so in love with it, because it's something different after so many years of monotonous English readings... well, the rest of my group isn't. (though I understand that there is a problem if you just don't like science-fiction, it's no fun) It's just a basic course, so one can't except them to understand the whole thing just reading through it once. I totally understand that. What I don't understand is the attitude of our teacher. She only talks to us in German, all the time. We do the group work, discussing everything in German. In my good old 10th grade days the teacher's would scold us if we talked to much in German. In my good old French-class days the teacher would totally always try to tell us everything in French, even if she had to repeat it twice and stuff. That felt like a process. However how can you expect somebody to improve his English skills, if they don't have to use them, seriously. Furthermore I'd totally prefer to skip the group-work and just have everyone read all the short stories. Because I've got a feeling that the results of this group-work will totally suck and I won't know a lot abut the other short-stories. At least that's how it is, nobody's interested anyway and after all a story, for me, is most effective being actually read. Because hearing from others will always include some kind of interpretation, and you won't have the same feeling or ideas that you would have while reading the story. It's also less fun.
I wish somebody write a book about how to much group work in school is bad for the education, and people would finally stop it. I understand the meaning of group work, capability of teamwork is so important, but some people here seriously overdo it. It might be better to teach some English in English class. Maybe. A little.
I wanna compare this to my last German lesson. Teacher: "Okay let's read this poem" ... somebody has to read it out aloud... she gives us half a minute to think about it... "well, it's quite easy, isn't it? nice effects... anybody got a question? no questions? okay, let's go on to the next one" ... people read it out... we talk about this one for 5 minutes or something and move on to the next thing... I love it *_*;
Anyway about History Lesson I quite enjoyed reading it. It's funny, I had to smile a lot xD~ Though it's a lot of criticism as well. It's presented in a cool way. So I had a really good time reading it. Now I'm supposed to pick that story apart, to analyze everything and write it down, even worse, explain it to other people, who haven't even read the story... they never know that reading it was fund, except they are big science-fiction-fans and go on reading it. It would be considered huge success if just one person in my class would read the story once.
(no, I also wouldn't favor the American system, the American Literature class was cool for reading a lot and getting to know a lot, but it was a little shallow, somehow... there should be a middle way xD)
whee, I dream of utopia~ *_*;
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and yeah, yesterday we had our swimming instructions *_*;
Many bad news, seems we have to do the twelve-minute run. We'd be the first swimming-course to do that. I don't mind running for twelve minutes, but I mind the distance expected >__<;
Furthermore we only have two swimming lanes for 15 people. We gonna kick each other like hell =_= It's all because they renew the other indoor swimming pool, that our school usually uses. Three lanes would be so much luxury ...
Furthermore it's also not called "swimming" anymore, but "exercise in water" lmao.
I think it's gonna be quite funny xD~ I tried on my swimming-googles today and I look quite interesting XD~ wha, but I love them, because now I'm gonna be able to see the end of the lane before hitting the wall, hehe~

Aditonally:
We. Found. Red. Fabric.
The. Red.
We. Seriously. Rule.
Now, the fun can begin xDD~ *die*


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February 13th, 2006
09:09 pm

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yeah, huge need to imitate everybody else xD

If you were in tenipuri... by spirtualcandy
Name
childhood friendMukahi Gakuto
bestfriendFuji Syusuke
ur exEchizen Ryoma
you loveOhtori Choutarou
but is married toFuji Syusuke
your children areDan Taichi and Echizen Ryoma
you adoptKikumaru Eiji
your bossSaeki Kojirou
In tennis, you beatShishido Ryou
but you lost toAkutagawa Jirou
you play doubles withKikumaru Eiji
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my children are so annoying.
it sucks xD
well, I kinda heard about it from [info]tharayn first...

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February 12th, 2006
06:36 pm

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Jelly-OOOOH
I miss american food... I want jelly-o and cool whip to make some oreo cream... (and oreos of course, they are so expensive here ;_;°)
The day we've been in Madison we hat pizza at a place that was called "a-one pizza" or something like this... the pizza was so incredible cheesy... I never again had pizza like this ;__;° furthermore... the bagels from the gas station... *_*;;
xD~ obviously being in the states I missed the German food a lot: dark bread rocks xD

ehm yeah, it's 104 days to Dir en Grey... if anybody feels like knowing xD~

I watched Ergo Proxy 1 today... I have no clue why it's out already. I love the design*_*; I love Lir <3 I wanna place her on the hottest-female-character-list xD~ ehm, I didn't quite get all off it yet, I actually hope that some other group than jelly will sub it eventually @_@; I also didn't have my full concentration on it while watching... but a series with a character named Iggy... *lol* he's quite cool... *looking forward to more* a radiohead-opening *_*;

My dad just served me a Latte Machiato *_*; the only kind of coffee I really like to drink, with a whole lot of extra sugar (of course)...
My parents returned yesterday. Overall I'm already annoyed. Why does it have to be this way? It's so tiring...

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Current Music: ngeva-ost - cruel angel's thesis [choral vers.]

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February 11th, 2006
07:55 pm

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so, basically every object on earth can be described as a marshmallow
my parents gonna come back today! so we need to clean the flaaaat >__<; it's so much work ;_;°
*doesn't feel like it at all*
(well, at least we could slack off the whole week :D)

So, Kaori Yuki's coming to the Leipzig Book Fair. I'd love to have an signature ;_;° But she's only doing 150 each day and I'm only gonna be there on Saturday. It will be so full. They say you're supposed to get in line at 10, if you want a signature. However, I don't thing we arrived before 10.30 last year @_@; And I mean, we only got Saturday, and standing in line for two and a half hour doesn't sound that productive xD
>_<; *still wants one*

So in math we started stochastic now. Throwing dice for 90 minutes. whee ^o^ Our table was so bad, everybody else threw four sixes in a throw with five dice. We never did ;_;° Well, at least we helped getting a "real" result having less sixes xD~ (yeah, we had 16 sixes in 100 throws like 5 times, that's like perfect average xD)
Well, so we only do probability calculus, no statistics. He says he doesn't have time for statistics. Nya, he also tells us all kind of weird stories, cause probability calculus seems just the right subject for that. The best thing is, he actually had me take part in the lesson *_*; I was so surprised ¦D~
My school-mate, who sits next to me in math got an A in the final final math exam... she always had Cs... now she's all happy and shiny all the time... that's so hard for me xD
(well another point is, that he isn't allowed to tell us anything about our grades on that exam until May or sometime... I like that he doesn't obey this rule very much... it's such a stupid one >_<)

As far as I can see Math is gonna be the only interesting subject this year.
All other teachers already gave me hints that I'm supposed to draw much in their lessons>_<; (well, I don't know about German, we haven't had German yet.)

So on Monday we'll have our swimming-instruction *_*; yeah, finally a nice sport. I'm just afraid that it won't be easy for me since I haven't found the time to go swimming in the last time/months @_@

~later~
well, my parents are back.. and now for the first time in my life I listen to the horrors of living in an apartment building… somebody complained about the noise our neighbours would be making… and our neighbours thought it had been us who complained… and now everybody’s discussing… people I never saw in my whole years of living here (about four)… (‘cause, well, naturally an anti-social attitude is the basis this house was build on xD)
well, I know the people that live above us are quite noisy, they have very loud arguments, almost daily… their loudspeakers are on the floor, and they don’t have any carpet to save us from having to listen to their bad music taste =_=: (that's actually the worst, if they'd at least listen to good music! I good accept it.)
Anyway, I dislike it… I dislike this whole building…
And right in this moment a new argument starts above my head >_<;
I miss the apartment building we lived in before, it was much nicer and much more quite there…

and yeah, my parents brought me a quite ugly pocket xD~ the color is perfect green, but the style… I’m not THAT girly xD~ well, I’m thankful they know what my favourite color is ^^;

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February 10th, 2006
01:57 pm

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it is like the moon, and lives forever
oh well...
so I just bought my ticket for the Dir en Grey-live... it's so expensive =___=; 48€ all together(about 52$) >___<; that like 10 bucks more than last year >_<,
27th May *_*; such a beautiful date, isn't it? I wonder how full the train will be on 28th, when many people are going to travel from Berlin to Cologne to see the other show xD~ well, but really, I do not have the money to do that, and I'm not that crazy XD~ also I plan on having fun on that day... this time @_@;; nyaaahaahahahaaha xDD~ it gonna be so great, go me xDD~

so, I'll only have a problem if plans for mucc suddenly pop up next month, cause I'm gonna be in serious financial problems xD~ and I wanna see them so badly... @_@;


Nyo, next point, I finished the penultimate peril ... I dislike the tension build up for the next book... I hope it's gonna be released quite soon... however, I still might like the way it's written more than the actual story. I guess that's fairly common xD~
and yeah, Mr.Snicket used a quote that reminded me strongly of a poem I once had to analyze in a two-hour english exam... I felt very nostalgic... cause I also had nice talks about it with my grandpa, who is a big Fan of the author^_^ ehm, yeah, it's Erich Fried's Humorless Well, I knew the world was a small place, but the literary world? xD~ I wished I would be much more well read. well, anyway: "Though the boys throw stones at frogs in sport, the frogs do not die in sport, but in earnest" so, the internet says it's a quote by some old greek poet... I don't know what the original says, but I'm quite shocked about Erich Fried, who almost used the same words... (so, his poem is much more artistic... obviously...)

the poem )
so yesterday I watched Saw 2 ... I still don't know what exactly brought me to giving my okay to that... everything I heard about Saw made me not wanna watch either one... (though I always admired the poster for the first part) and well, so it was quite okay for a movie... at least it was quite easy to guess who would survive... I seriously do not enjoy the gore~ I think it's disgusting. The whole idea of the movie is. Quite sick. I'd always sit quite listining to someone's story, while I know my child was dying somewhere >_>;; soo impossible~ I don't know if the first part was better, but from the flashbacks I think whatever machine-thing Amanda wore in the last part, it looked quite cool (though probably was not), there weren't so many nice flashy things in this one... and yeah, anything in this movie hinting for a third part? no... not really
what makes me seriously creep out is Hostel... we saw the preview for it, who makes a movie like that? >.<;

for the fun of it )

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February 7th, 2006
03:00 pm

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it's harder to get told than to know
personally, what do you do, when you think that life sucks?
do you even think that?

I'm not quite sure about it...
after an interval of strict monotonic decrease you kinda need a local minimum to get things rising again...

and why do I use this comparison, when I wanted to forget about math for some time?
and will monotonicity change at all?

question and questions that I would rather not think about~
is there some hidden switch to turn off thinking for a while?

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February 5th, 2006
07:12 pm

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welcome the high mightyness of spam
I returned to Asuka *_*; I love Asuka~ she's my favourite female character ever!
*hugs icon* *hugs bg-picture*
so, after making a bg-pic that actually works with my journal, next step is to go and find out how you do those cool layouts xDD~ I'm so prepared for it ^o^

well, anyway, about Asuka~
when I was younger and I got to be a fan of Anime and Manga, NGE was THE thing... the everlasting argues if Rei or Asuka is better (btw: Asuka is), who might have killed Kaji (most probably Pen²), wanting to drive like Misato (beware)... just the thing! and I believe it still is~ I'm always shocked, when you quote NGE in a circle of manga-fan-people, somebody there doesn't get it, because he doesn't know Evangelion. For me, it general education xD~ However, people might reproach me with not knowing Bleach xD~ Maybe it's just a new generation of fans... it makes me feel so old...
hehe... anyway, this gives me the opportunity to ->

my top5 female characters (at this moment, though #1 has been constant for years xD)
#5 Mana (Subaru)
#4 Hachi (7)
#3 Makoto (SM)
#2 Yamada (Hachikuro)
#1 Asuka (NGE)

my top5 hottest female characters (eventually, this is much more important)
#5 Kagura (SG)
#4 Ohura (clover)
#3 Faye Valentine (CB)
#2 Misato (NGE)
#1 Maho (Beck)

I also like Tomoyo, Hokuto, Shia, Ed, Mimi, but those would go for cute xD I could furthermore go for beautiful, but this would be overdoing it...

male characters would be much harder *lol* though I didn't expect female to be that hard Oô

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01:33 pm

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I think I come to like Franz Ferdinand
I can't find Hamlet... I wanted to reread some scenes >_<, I wanted to make a nice cover for it, but I can't find it~ even worse, I have no idea where it could be at all >_<; it's not next to the other classic literature books I own >_<;
Well, so I made a nice cover for Faust xD~ a picture by Setona Mizushiro*_*;
-> I love Setona Mizushiro's art and her Mangas >_<; the forth volume of Houkago Hokenshitsu was released in Japan "quite" recently~ I want to order it ;___;°
I plan on cosplaying Kureha *_*; but in her raincoat... Though I never saw a coloured image of it, I hope it's yellow~ >.<;

Well, so yesterday I bought some new books o.o; and so I ask myself, why now, I had a week of winter break, and I'm buying those right before school starts again? Well, whatever XD~
I finally bought The Happy Prince and other Fairy Tales by Oscar Wilde... waaaah, it's soooo saaaaad ;___;° and beautiful ;___;
and I bought the La Belle et la Bête xD~ this for my resolution to read a French book, that I made last year xD~ (or the year before?) it's quite easy to understand, it's a good training for my big goal of reading Le comte de Monte Cristo in original language xD
Furthermore I also bought Meine Liebe Vol.1...
I love seeing the girls. They are so cute, but that main-character one >__<; she's so annoying... there's no tension between the boys >_<; (well, okay, obviously, for me, I see it on every page, but it doesn't jump at you...) Well, at least, it does have a story line xD (this is a big plus...)
whaaa, but it reminds me how much I love Naoji and Ed *___*;; (but why is latter one called "Edi" O__ô) I want Meine Liebe Wieder subbed >__<;; I like the boy's new outfit's, especially Ed's! *_*; never can suppress laughing when I see him in his sailor-thingy, but that new one is quite cool^_^

Last but not least I bought #12 of the Series of unfortunate Events... I so adore those books, especially for the illustrations °_° I read #1-#9 while I was in the States~ I could get them from the library... now I'm buying the rest here, cause nothing'll get me to reading this book in a translated version... (originally it was even published with different artwork in Germany, but when the movie came out and everything, the books got published in the original appearance)

Other than that, I dislike Tokyopop-Germany quite a lot... just to mention it....

So, tomorrow school starts, and I don't feel like going>_<; I'm not prepared yet to look into my Math-teacher's eyes >_<;;

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February 1st, 2006
10:40 pm

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ran-pink
suzu x skull

go figure xDD

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January 31st, 2006
09:44 pm

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it's in your head~ in your heaaaad
I'd write something~ I thought about writing something~
I really planned to!!
But now I wanna play Hello Kitty ~ Roller Rescue xDD~
that game must be so easy and I still fail so much >.<; I didn't even save my grandma yet ;_;° just where is she? @__@;
*drop*

I also watched the Geisha today~ I think it's a great movie~ but I dislike the hollywood-like-ending~ I don't think it fits the movie@_@; However everything was still very beautiful*_*~ I like watching beautiful things~
(and hey~ I even understood small pieces of the japanese parts... hajaku~ hajaku~ however you write that~ @_@)
On the other hand, I thing Cache (however you write that~ a french movie) was more interesting *coughcough* it's indescribable~ cutting the background music and the end >___>

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January 30th, 2006
08:14 am

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mornin~
why did my alarm ring at 6:15 when I have winter-break?
I was supposed to sleep until 7.30 and stay in bed until 9 or something ;__;

anywaaay~ I tried watching "catch me if you can" yesterday, but I must have forgotten how boring this movie was *lol* so I started reading So long and thanks for the fish *_*; I think I'm slowly understanding this whole book a lot better, it's kinda hard to decipher made-up words for me >_<; and all that science-fiction (or whatever) vocabulary @_@;

Anyway, today's my friend's birthday Happy Birthday C.^o^ she's a little phlegmatic, but such a nice person*_*; However, now I have to go watch that horror film >__<; wha~ I'm already shocked and afraid and whatever~ it better be good! (actually we wanted to do a much more pleasant thing, go to a design museum, where they display nice friendly fashion from the 70th or something... but it's closed on mondays~ baka museum) afterward we gonna take a drink somewhere *_*; yeah!
Now I need to find a birthday present for her^^°° (I know it's kinda late)


I read the first four volumes of Kimi wa petto yesterday... (not listening to kime-wa-pet, but to Ringo Shiina, who really shouldn't be described hust by Tsumi to Batsu I didn't exactly expect to hear what I heard, but I'm still in love xD) anyway, I think the drama is much better than the manga... I mean, they don't have the psychatrist ;__; (at least not in a leading role) I really love the style the manga is drawn in, but I don't know about the way the story is told~ it's very funny and everything, but pretty fast, too, I think @_@; I need deeper probleeems! deeeepeeeer!! >__<; (however I still love Momo~ I want one for myself! o.o)
and actually I'm mad at Tokyopop-Germany again having stared at the cover too long ;___; what's the main difference between "kimi wa petto" and "tramps like us"? right, the first one is much easier to translate T___T; I think what I associate with tramp is still a hitchhiker... ('cause "Tramper" is the the German word for hitchhiker) @_@;;
I hate hate hate hate hate hate that title >___<;

so, to get in a better mood, I'm gonna watch this now, which I snatched off some stranger's lj... >_<; it's so funny xDDD~ even though, or especially because, they translate Kadaj into butterfly xDD

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January 28th, 2006
02:05 pm

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eh well, I'm glad this movie'll get a good director... *lol*

Today's the day I have to celebrate my birthday with my family~ yeah =_=;
I already hate it when it's still two hours before they'll arrive >_>
I mean, why do it, when they don't really wanna come anyway? Oô
I feel it's so senseless, everybody could do better stuff with this afternoon + evening, couldn't we?

nyo~ the end of Gokusen was so kitschy... hehe, I liked it a lot ^-^; I don't know about watching Gokusen 2, it won't be as good as Gokusen anyway~ Gokusen without Sawada... heh~ doesn't really seem to work for me^^; Furthermore, I declare Noda my favorite character hereby xD though I liked the whole class... and actually all other characters, too >_<,

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January 27th, 2006
12:19 pm

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and yeah!
I love my birthday-caaaard!

it sooooooo cute ;___; it's cuter than cute...

I'm not usually cuddling cards, you know? But I'm cuddling this birhday-card >_<;;;

♥♥♥

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10:20 am

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it's a sunshiny day ^o^
nya, it's January, 27th...
and I'm old ó.ò

hehe, I'm very happy the final finals are done with, and I feel a lot more relaxed now^^; I still can't think about math though... well, however... there's more important stuff than school, isn't there? ... though I'm still sorry for my teacher~

so, yesterdaaaay I celebrated my birthday with my personal bambi [info]tharayn *_*; It was so wonderfuuuul*_*; and great and fantastic and beautiful and superb and splendid and fun and gorgeous and so perfeeeect ;___; and she gave me such a nice and wonderful present ♥ I love my Bambi and I love my Princess-Yukimura-chan and I cant decide between sanada-uke and sanada's uke xD and I love the Doujinshi*_*; InuKai=love
Spending the day with her was best about it still ^__^ nya, ARIGATOUUUUUUU!
you're so nice, my dear darling T__T

also, thanks to everybody for congratulating me =^_^=


so yesterday, I finally got Best by Mika Nakashima and glorious by kime-wa-pet *_*;
I didn't listen to one of them enough to review them yet, but I'm totally in love with both~ I finally own a happy-go-lucky-CD *_*; I never knew what I should listen to, when I wanted to hear something happy-go-lucky (I usually ended up with either Mother Little's Helpers or The Libertines Oô or well, the Beck-soundtrack, but that doesn't really count since I'm listening to that always anyway...), now I'm gonna listen to Kimeru-chan *_*; it's so perfect *_*; and Mika's songs are so beautiful... I don't like a lot of female singers, but she definately knows what she's doing... wha, her voice *_*; + I've got a new version of Amazing Grace! that rules!

My sista gave me a Cinnamoroll-keychain, it's so cute, I always wanted that *__*
Cinnamoroll-chaaaaaaaaaaaaan *___*;

and now, we have winter-break...
so cosplay-sewing-time starts now^_^´
yeaaaaah!
Fiiiiight - Oooooh!


p.s.: Gokusen is quite cool! hehe~

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Current Music: Mika Nakashima - Sakurairo Mau Koro

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